Im starting to think that i'm kinda done w/ my shyness that i've struggled w/ as a child but not completely . I feel a bit more comfortable to be me you know. I can look people in the eye now. When people talk to me i talk back. I offer my opinions when asked... i feel like ive made defeinte progress since i was a kid. Now the other thing is find friends to hang out w/ bleh. Anyways , a couple of days ago some door-to door saleswoman came to the door. I didn't feel nervous or any rush of anxiety. I just felt calm. I keep my eyes on her and we talked.. Iwasn't afraid to ask questions about her product and even asked more questions to keep the conversation going :) i felt so happy. I definetly feel like im changing and im happy. Although when i get around people my age like 18-20 i feel abit uneasy..i guess cuz kids are kinda judgemental. well thats it for today.